#28

#28

If the world ends this year, I've wasted my entire life in school. Wonderful.

If Maryas is real, if the world is ending this year, if and only if.
Time in school is really fun, the thing is, when the irritated one irritates you, you feel bad.
What makes you feel irritated? Homeworks? Teachers? Friends?
Somehow, after my graduation, I miss everything in school.
You can't meet friends like that in college who scream at you from the fourth floor.
You can't meet teachers like that in college who scold you like you are their child.
You can't have homeworks like that in college where you can always pleased you teacher to postpone the due.

Everything was so fine in school.
WAS.
Yes, it's a WAS.
These fine memories will always be with me.

But, if world end this year, please let me know the date.
I'M NOT GOING TO STUDY FOR MY COLLEGE YEAR!

Just don't tell me it's 31st of February. I'm gonna knock you away.

＃27

#27

I'm not as strong & happy as I appear to be.
I'm a mess.

Not everyone can be happy and strong all the time.
Maybe someone, but not me.
Do you think that I can still be strong when the most important person of mine appears to show her concern to outsiders which is more than the one to me?
And you're telling me that I'm the most important part of your life?
You made me felt betrayal and cheated, I'm serious.

If you really love someone, you will never leave them alone on the bed where you bring your blanket to sleep with another one.
If your love open up her eyes and saw no one, and heard something else from oopsite room, what is her feeling?
Or open up the door and saw you sleeping in another guy hand?

Don't think this is a small matter, it hurts.
It is just feeling like a knife tabbing into the heart once and again.

Ya, I'm such a mess. And I'm not strong. Yet, not happy.

#26

#26

Truth is, everyone is going to hurt you, you just have to find the ones worth suffering for. ~Bob Marley

Truth is always that suffering. Everyone is hurting you, and you will be hurting people too.
However, suffered for someone is sometimes worth for it.
To find someone to suffered for, they must be worthy to you.
Somehow, that someone might be worthy on it's view.
Those people will make you suffer internally more than the suffering you can feel.

Thus, find someone who is really worth suffering for.

因果循环，你被人伤害得片体鳞伤的同时，你也是在伤害着为你片体鳞伤的人。  

#25

#25

There are only two times in life, NOW and TOO LATE.

Time is a very important aspect and everyone agrees.
Now is a present tense, TOO LATE is a past tense.
We can take NOW to do something and TOO LATE to regret on something else.
But, how many of us can really take NOW as appreciation?
And how many of us will not regret when it is TOO LATE?

现在有点颠倒了，人们都会珍惜所失去的，不是所拥有的。
太迟了？反正要失去过才懂得更加珍惜，多迟都不算迟。

#24

#24

God made us best friends because He knew our mom couldn't handle us as sisters.

TRUE!
If my mom has both me and KJY as daughters, she will easily get stroke or myocardial infarction.
But somehow, we are almost another daughter of our moms.
Sometimes you are jealous of my mum, I do too.
Not everything can be perfect, even mothers.
Anyway, having different type of mother increases our talks too.

Huh? Don't agree with us?
Then LEAVE!
We are always together, as one.

#23

#23

When you start to wonder whether you can trust someone or not, that is when you already know you don't.

There is a Chinese idiom telling, "Use the person you trust, never use the person you don't trust."
Frankly speaking, TRUST is something which can be break by a second but build up by years.
A person lost their trust by just one act.
Will you ask someone who stole money before to take care of your goods?
Obviously not, and you will automatically move yourself away from the person.
That is way of showing the person has lost their trust to you.

信用，固然不是一天就能建成的，但也不可以有任何一点闪失。
一点点的闪失，就代表你，失去了别人对你100％的信任。
就算只是少了0.01％的信任，其余99.99％的流失度是你意想不到的。

#22

#22

I honestly love it when somebody sees me, screams my name and then runs to hug me.

When somebody do this to you, you will feel the greatness of being appreciated.
People who really love you, only they will do that.
By the way, I do have a dummy friend will do this.
Whenever we are leaving college earlier than her, she will start her Goodbye hum.

"Bye bye, see you, love you, muaks muaks."

It seems stupid and childish, but this is the best way of expressing your love.
No doubts, ya?
We actually feel this is so disgusting to tell in front of everyone.
Because of the love in our freindship, we did that for a year.
And now she left us to study abroad, still, we are using her Goodbye hum.

OK, fine, I am childish and stupid now.
Somehow, Gha feel my love and KST love is together with us.
<3 <3 <3

#21

#21

For my best friend;

When I get married, she'll be my maid of honor. When I have a baby, she'll be the Godmother. And when I die, my grave will be right next to hers. The girl is more than my best friend; she's my other half. <3

To have a very best friend like this is something touching.
I do have two, but the one always be next to me is her.
Not only my maid of honor, Godmother to my child and neighbour of my grave, I think she'll be my best partner of crime ever.

KJY, I think we never speak Earth's language well.
We started arguement from a broom, remember?
I'll bring a broom to our grave, so that whenever we see broom, we will obviously reminded by our friendship.

KST, you are the only one besides my sister who I feel like I must take good care of.
Thanks God that I know I'm not a lesbian. =="
But still, I know you will always there when I need you, even though most of the time you are just a joke to us.
(OMG, we are just TOO BAD! XP)

Anyway, I feel so touched to have this two friends.
My very best friends, my other two third.

#20

#20

Don't judge my choice without understanding my reasons.

Ya, continuous from last post, I AM WEIRD, still!
I seldom do things out of people's understanding.
But, once I do, I will be seriously stubborn, no matter what.
If I am very stubborn at one point, please do not stop me.
It might be something very serious to me which you do not know.
It might be non-understandable but yet, it is much more concernable than you think.

To me, everything has their value in different people's heart.
So, please do not JUDGE the VALUE of something of MINE from your view.
Do respect other's by accepting or ignoring (if not acceptable to you).

#19

#19

Do not interrupt me when I am talking to myself.

Remember the post #StayWeird?
Ya, I am very WEIRD!
When I'm talking to myself means I'm doing something more important than talking to people.
Being weird and stupid from people's view doesn't matter to me.
I only concern about things which I would like to concern.
Who cares about your bloody views? Who even bother your sh*tty opinions?
I am who I am.
I speak what I speak.
Mumbling is my way of communicating with another hidden me.

#18

#18

There are no short cuts to places worth going.

I'm preparing for exams these few days.
I understand this philosophy damn well.
A place or a thing worth going or doing is really need 120% of hard work.
Or else, you will never feel the worthy.
Even it is so expensive or pretty hard.
Helps from people is sometimes a distraction cause we will rely on that so OFTEN until we forget our own value on our hard work.

So, start working on!

#17

#17

Before you let someone go, make sure it's a choice you won't regret. Not everything can be undone.

Is that a must that people get regret on their decisions made?
I always heard people saying that, "If I know this earlier..." and feeling regret. Even I myself done it too.
However, about someone, I do not think that it's our choice to let them go and leave our life.
Sometimes, people choose to leave instead of us letting them to go.
If they really feel like leaving, what can we do besides accepting?

He left me without a word, I regret for not telling my gratitudes, my loves, and showing him my excellent performances.
I am scared always nowadays, scared that people will leave me without a word.
When people is leaving my life, I acted like I don't care. But I DO CARE!
I rather crying in my blanket than pulling the person leaving or I've let them go.
They choose the way they wanted it to be, I'll accept and agree.

I let you go, please don't come back to me.
I let you go, please don't make me regret.
I let you go, please bring everything and go.
I let you go, please don't stay in my heart anymore.

为什么就是放不下？

就算是八字没一撇的也放不下，那又何况是置在心里那么久的？
爱上你，是我的错，你不知道的放手，是我不想让你知道的感情。

＃16

#16

Maybe one day we'll find one place where our dreams and reality collide.

Dreams and reality are always in opposite direction.
Sometimes they are even in parallel line.
We as the director of our life would always think of a way to make dream in reality.

What is your dream?
To me, it is very easy.
I want to:
1> travel around with one or two close friends without itinery
2> stay together with my family whenever we have time
3> eat delicious foods everyday
4> get to with someone love me and I love him too.
All these seems reality in life, but we always have obstacle everywhere.
To get through the obstacles, our ups and downs are waiting.

And,
Maybe one day we'll find one place where our dreams and reality collide.

#15

#15

I think a lot, but I don't say much. ~Anne Frank

Thinking is a way of presenting ourselves? I bet so, just it is in the way that people won't know forever.
Unless you are showing it so obviously in your action.
I am a straight forward person who shows you every of my reaction on my facial expression.
So, if I'm showing you a very bad mood face, please get to know that I feel bad!
And don't ever come and interrupt or irritate me at that time if you have no fully confident in making me laugh.

Why people like me would like to show instead of telling since I'm a straight forward person?
It is a way to let you, the person I hate to know automatically that I'm HATING you right now!
So, get loss from my way and stop showing me your bloody face!

当别人没有给你好脸色时，请你不要再用热脸去贴别人的冷屁股。
为自己保有这么一丁点的自尊。
为自己！

#14

#14

Stay weird.

Everyone have somthing weird in themselves.
So does me, but mine is very weird.
I love to sleep and eat instead of reading or drawing.
I hate cats and dogs instead on chicken and duck (on the dining table).
etc. etc. etc.

I am weird, and I love being weird.
So,
STAY WEIRD!

#13

#13

One day I'm going to wake up, roll over on my side, and kiss the love of my life good morning.

Morning with love <3
Kissing my life which I love and rolling on my bed which I love too are two things make my morning in good mood.
Everyday should be like this, but not everyday will be that awesome.
Sometimes I might wake up by nightmares or even noices.
So, change my mood in the afternoon is also an alternate to keep in a good mood.

Morning is bad? Then afternoon or evening will be better.

#12

#12

Evaluate the people in your life, then promote, denote, and terminate. You're the CEO of your life.

Life is always control by ourselves.
为什么要让别人来操控我们的生活呢？
我们永远不会有是自己生活的感觉，除非自己主宰自己的世界。
想问大家，你如若所有的决定都是围着自己打转，那你是自私的、孤单的。
在为自己着想之余，我们也得为别人想想。
可是不是让别人牵着鼻子走，平衡点需要抓好。
我们的生活需要的是一点点的自爱，一点点的关爱，和一点点的大爱。

人不为己，天诛地灭；
人若为己，孤独终老。

#11

#11

Don't judge me by my past, I don't stay there anymore.

Past is such a humilating word, this make people feel like we lost everything left there.
Memories will be brought together with us.
But those unavoidable is always bringing us back to the past.
Anyway, we are still happy in this second.
So, appreciate current and now.

My past will always be there with me, but not observed by you!
Even my current life is not observable for you!

我的生活我主宰！
共勉之

#10

#10

Everyone has something they want to change about themselves, what do you want to change?

Changing, a very popular word. People tend to change career, books, clothes, or even partners.
But, do every change worth the risk?
To me, the process of changing or evolved is more important, although sometimes it requires so much sacrification which sometimes doen't match hat we thought of.
This is life! Life is not something which we can follow as plans or obey to whatever is given to us.
Why people can make a huge change and success, but I can't?
I always asked myself this question. It seems stupid, but this is true.
My determination change as my ambitious life. Determination and patience are very important keys to success.
I have very less patience, so I only can bear with slight change.

Slight changes are really enough for me. I just need an undisturbed life.
Bravo. Cheers.

#9

#9

If you're going to stay, stay forever. If you're going to leave, then do it today. If you're going to change, change for the better. And if you're going to talk, make sure you mean what you say.

"If you're going to stay, stay forever."
People leaving without a considerable reason is so irritating, they are like worse than SH*T.
I seriously feel that dumping people is so unmorally addicted by someone.
How can you dumped the people who treat you just as well as their life with a word or even nothing?
If you are not the person who is going to stay forever for me, then please, LEAVE NOW!

"If you're going to leave, then do it today."
Why do people like to decide things in a manner of dragging others?
I hate people who dragged my schdule or stuffs ongoing. Can't you decide immediately after you think?
If you really feel so unwilling to leave, then STAY!

"If you're going to change, change for the better."
No one wish to change to worse. Thus, changing for better always become slogan or propaganda to motivate people.
But, this is hard to do compared to telling as a slogan.
"Do it, talk less," I think it will really suit as the continuous slogan for this.

"And if you're going to talk, make sure you mean what you say."
Whatever we promised others, a promise is always our own words.
No matter it is just a white lie or the truth, we will have to get our words on mouth and also on hands.
Cheating is like pushing the one who believe you to the cliff. They won't know whether you are pushing them down the hell or pulling them back to heaven.
This seems most horror among all. So, honour your commitment.

若不是一辈子的，我宁可放开；若是不带伤害的，我绝对握紧；
若你没想过要变得更好，那就别改变；若你没想过要兑现的，那就别开口。

#8

#8

Who cares if you disagree, you are not me, who made you king of anything. And you dare tell me who to be, who died and made you king of anything. ~Sara Bareilles

Wow! Cool quote today!
A person cannot do any decisions or agree with our opinions on behalf of us.
Truth is we are usually manipulated by those person who thought that they decide for us.
And somedays, we have something which opposing them, they get angry and feel like betrayed.
Excuse me, you are no one! You are just an opinion-giver or suggestor.
No one is supposed to follow whatever you've told.
The one followed previously is either they have no idea or coincidencely having the same opinion as you.

我心故我在，请尊重我的决定！

#7

#7

I've lost friends, gained friends, and unfortunately will lose some more. I've come to learn that everything doesn't last forever. People enter your life for a reason whether it's for a short period or for a lifetime. Relationships don't always work out but don't regret it, just learn from it. For every person that has entered my life, will enter and those who had already left, I appreciate because I always learn something new about myself and life in general.

Long quote for today, but this is so true about people in our life.
People come and go in our life, some for a period of time, some are always there.
But, in common, everyone left something for us, either is memories or lessons.
To me, I really appreciate everyone of you, especially those who are always there for me.
I'm a very straight forward person, as a damn epic Capricorn. How much you treat me in that way, I'll treat you back in 10 times in the similar way.
For people who left me, no matter accidentally or purposely, I thanked you for giving me a memory or lesson.
Lesson learned from people isn't something we can learn in books. It's experiences.

People who are going to enter my life, please be kind to me.
Sometimes, the lessons I've learned hurt me badly and the scars are not wounded well.
So, to the person who is going to enter my heart FORVER-ly, I'm prepared for your 100% loves and kindness.
I'm always here for you if you are always there for me.
Thanks to everyone I loved, I really appreciate you all. The loves for me is the love to you. <3

Appreciation to dad, mum, sis (JingWen), aunts, uncles, cousins (Elin, Wan Yin, Yiwen, Zheng, Hong, Mei, Theng), best friends (JiaYin, Tian, Deline, Gha, Ann), good friends, and friends.
Loves. Full of loves.

#6

#6

The average person tells 4 lies a day or 1,460 a year; a total of 87,600 by the age of 60. And the most common lie is: I'm fine.

Everyone tells lie. I do agree in some lies but not all.
White lies are unavoidable especially when we grow up and have different situations.
However, I'm fine is such a horrible words.
When people tell you that, you feel bad because they hide themselves from you.
Did anyone thought of when they themselves tell people "I'm fine", that hurts too.

I admit I'm the one who always tell people that I'm fine, but most of the time I'm not.
Undeniable, this line is the best way to let people stop asking or revealing more horror part of the story.
I hate people telling me the truth, but I also hate people when they hide the truth from me.
Contracdition of me? Yes, I am.
Somehow, I do lie. Forgive me if I lied to you because most of my lies are for your sake too.
Anyway, 87,600 by the age of 60 seems a lot, but actually most of the people will exceed this figure.

If you are there for me, please don't lie to me but after you tell me such a cruel truth, be there for me still.
Loves.

#5

#5

What would I be without my best friend?
Probably normal..
Ewwww.. 😨

Currently betrayed by someone I treated as a good friend.
Somehow, it makes me feel like more appreciating my best friends.
Tian, JiaYin, Gha, Line, Ann, I probably will only take 5 of you for my entire life.
Everyone of you can simply makes me smile, makes me cry, makes me to be crazy.
Right in front of you only I can remove my mask, back to be myself.
Anyway, back to be myself could be so much different to the one outsiders know.
Crazy ya? Absolutely a yes!
I'll simply call it a normal me, abnormal me, crazy me......
The one with herself stupid, brilliant, perasan, childish, crappy.
Yes, that's me.
And you know me so well doesn't means that you are my best friend.
I only have 5 best friends who will never makes me feel down of them or myself.

Thanks for the push. I love all of my friends who did not betray me.

#4

#4

One day you'll love me as much as I do you

Studying a subject need loves, full of loves.
Now is only 7 subjects, and I'm lack of love and energetics to love.
Anatomy, embryology, histology, biochemistry, genetics, and 2 MPU are compiling in my brain.

One day I'll conquer all of you with my loves! Be prepared to success!

Love, is in everyone from the creater.
No matter the love is to whoever, I believe that how much you've sacrificed will be how much you're going to harvest.
Just the time being is having maybe a weather change, thus, it might affects your harvest.
Anyway, my harvest is coming in few weeks time and I'm not prepared well yet!

爱，在心中，慢慢地绽放。你一定也会感受到我的爱。
不期望你对我的爱的回报，但是，请不要践踏我的爱。
我会渐渐习惯，也会慢慢的转移，我那没有回报的爱。
践踏了的爱，没办法还原复原，所以ignore me please。

P.S.:
我爱你，请你不要勉强地爱上我，因为我要的是单纯的爱。

#3

#3

WTF (Where's the food?)

Ok, I'm really someone always craving for food.
But to me, today, WTF is the word I would really like to tell in a bad way!
A person who is so idiot can be more irritated than now, but thanks anyway, not to me please.
Whenever I'm in a bad mood, I search for food.

WTF!!! WTF!!! WTF!!!
饥饿中==

#2

#2
Inhale the good vibes Exhale the bad vibes

A man will always require some suitable or consequence vibes to do something.
For me, my mood is always manipulated by the vibes surrounding me.
Therefore, inhale the good vibes is very important to have a change in my mood.
Having a good mood will makes my day really my day.
Exhaling the bad vibes is good, obviously, but not to the people around you.
Bad vibes is causing people to follow the vibes and do things with the bad surrounding.
A bad surrounding usually worsen every situation.

好的氛围是事情成功的一半，呼吸新鲜的空气和适合的氛围是做事成功的开始。
共勉之。

#1

I'm going to challenge myself for a month with quote and words daily!
Here comes the first one:

#1
People are like music; some speak the truth and others are just noise.

Music is obviously a very important part of my life, so do friends.
I do agree that some are telling the truth where we do not like to listen to but sometimes that is the one touching our real feelings.
Noise around will be normally louder than what we really supposed to hear.

Back to the pure music we have and listen to what we are going to listen to.

Love my life, love you all around me, and love everything I appreciating.