回来了，那种很奇怪的感觉又回来了。
我不知道该说些什么，可是那感觉就是很奇妙，好像万蚁锥心，又好像轻如风吹。
言归正传，你们两个的事怎么到我耳里就变得似乎很猥琐。
明明两个相爱的人，热恋期间的肉麻对话，我应该是要觉得恶心，而不是猥琐。
可是那感觉就是改不掉。
你们应该不太会在乎别人的看法吧，毕竟是热恋。
尤其还是两个都是婚姻走出来的人。
选择沉默不代表身边的人都看不出，听不见，感觉不到。
请你们尊重身边每一个人，谢谢。
老杨啊，麻烦你，像个成熟的女人，振作！
那对男女想怎样就由他们吧，反正从头到尾都与你无关。
OMG!!!
It's your birthday again!
Still remember the days in primary school? You were once so quiet.
Maybe because we weren't that close yet.
Just a Hi Bye friend being. But you seemed so friendly, still.
Recalled back in secondary school, we sat together until I argued with you girls. I forgot why.
Anyway, we still got each other back in Form 2. Campfire, secret room, the huge classroom, and Yee Ling.
Form 3, again I left you guys. I thought we were unable to get back that friendship.
Yee Ling went back to her founder. We cried again and again. No rational, no argument, no estrangement.
You wanted to cry every single moment when people talked about her. You smiled at people like nothing happened.
I know, you were controlling your tears, even though there is failure.
It's alright, your tissue is always coming from your left drawer.
We used to knock each other hand whike writing. Left and right handed. What to do?
My dad went with my grandmother. I was tougher than you. At least I hid myself and cry.
I also have my private tissue coming from the right drawer. How caring we were? Ooh~
We were so closed at that time. Stick together in class, in co-curricular, in sports day, wherever in school.
Teachers even told, di mana ada Adeline, di situ ada Hui Shen.
And even our results were so closed, the total marks was only 2~3 marks difference.
SPM results released, again similar results. Pn Norliah was looking at us like twins in school.
You went for dental course, I went for medical course. I guess we were just having resonance.
We were still quite close among the secondary schoolmates.
I think is because we are staying in a stone distance.
After this?
We'll see.
I'll be back to see all of you during my posting.
Wait a second, there's another one and a half year to go.
Then, leave it. Most important is now.
Again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE WONG BE WERN with loves from us!
Ooh~~~ I think this is my very first trip in my degree year.
Selat Panjang in Indonesia, this is a place where I don't even know or I heard before.
Anyway, let's see by photos about this small kampung:
Great! No matter what is that, it just doesn't enter my nrain easily. The things in my brain don't exit easily too. Is this something good? I'm seriously curious about myself. OK, I know, I should've not do that, thinking of him too much until I'm stucked somewhere in my stuffs. Somehow, he is just there, unnoticeable yet unreachable.
Anyway, I AM NOT GOING TO CONTINUE THIS! MY LIFE IS GOING ON!
怎么第一次暗恋人就落得这种下场啊？自作孽不可活。活该！
爱果然不宜轻易说出口。揪出来真难，就像深陷泥沼。
加油，小杨！
好像都没想过自己会着么想念一个人，还是一个怪怪的异性。
我敢肯定这不是爱情，总觉得这只是一个分散脑力的点。
不会坠入情网?哈哈，这是一般最快坠落的人说的话，所以我不要说。
这会儿，我感到无比的思念。
感觉很怪，心里好像有一些......心理的压力。
你是唯一一个在心里住的最久的非亲人类型，朋友除外。
朋友们，他是我心里的负债，复杂的债务。
有人要支持我吗?我心里都不知道了。
加油吧，我会想办法的，想想怎么把他从心里挖出来，清干净。
亲爱的，告诉我，这不是爱情。
我不想要爱情，因为它是最不确定的，最让人失去理智的。
王正羽，我不要你在我心里，也不要你出现打扰我平静。
谢谢你出走了，谢谢你不把我特别化，谢谢你不爱我。
谢谢你，不知道我的心。#埋藏我心 #不要知道
不要吻我，不要抱着我，不要爱我，做我的亲人。
Learn是学习。
学习除了是在学校的那种课本学习，还可以是人生很多不同类型的情况教会我们的不平等教育。
不是所有的事情都得是1+1=2，有时候小小的震撼教育也能使我们的世界更宽广。
当你觉得世界对你是不公平不公正的，那所有即使是对你好的都会是不对的，甚至会因为自己那卑微又偏激的想法而牵累别人或者自己。
累人累己的事情难道是我们想要的吗?
很多人都觉得要坚持自己觉得对的事情，但回头想想，是不是所有坚持下来的事都如我们所愿?
当然不会是，要不世事无绝对从哪来?
接受是学习的第一步，当我们接受别人的批评指教，我们可能当下会不爽觉得为什么都是我错。
这时候，偏激的一面就会捧着大旗，告诉脑袋对方是要对你不利。
可能吧!现在的社会氛围都不太适合相信这个态度。
但，对你好的人，你一定感受得到。
摩羯座是很固执的星座，不幸的是，我是非常典型的摩羯座。
最近发生了些事，让我不得不承认我的固执是带有偏激的。
如果因为我偏激的固执而导致这件事情的失衡，可想而知，我会后悔一辈子。
庆幸的是，我有在适时把头往回看，看到了真正我该看到的那面。
谢谢自己的停顿，谢谢身旁的人对我的容忍，谢谢老友的频频相助。
虽然可能只是微不足道的拍肩，我都很感激。
感恩•我心未亡
